Last night, as usual, after having supper, I see my best friend off at the subway station. Originally, we get along well with each other, we laugh and enjoy our time, even though we both know he is gonna leave for he has to work on Monday.

On the way to station, he answered a phone for a little long, this makes me feel that he neglected me by his side, so after he finished his call, I slowed down my pace, actually I would like to prove whether he would find me not by his side. However, the fact really makes me down, he continues to walk his way, after about twenty meters, then he just finally found I am not by his side, I complain to him not take me into his heart so that he just walked directly and never look back at me when I walk behind him. I feel heartache to tears at that time. 

I admit I love to prepare for three meals a day for him. But I complain to him for he doesn’t help me a little during the process of preparing. I worry he is thirsty, so I always pour water for him to drink, however, he always not put the cup to the original position after drinking. And I myself still have to set table for dishes after cook.

All of a sudden, I feel mental and physical exhaustion. I cry and say to him you always treat me in indifference way maybe we aren't meant to be together.

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Life not always goes on as our expectation, we have to understand it is sure that unpleasant things would happen from time to time.