I have not written in English for a little long time. No wonder I feel I am not in a high spirit recently, and I have such distinct listless feeling, especially during the day, when I have nothing to do at work.

Even though people like doctor Feng, who already mastered English quite well, still admit it is true studying English is a real grind for us Chinese, as we are not in a environment of speaking native English. Still, they keep on commanding words through a great number of reading and writing.

From their cases, I know when I want to have a bumper harvest in English, I should have first got to ask myself how much effort I had put into study it?

I, an ordinary person, whose English is still in primary level, should study harder.

However, I don’t know how to motivate myself to keep with great interest. I feel bored and lose interest in study sometimes, although I have enough time at that time.

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I was affected by things below today.

1. I did wrong on the total amount of one invoice, the email I copied all supervisors on when I sent it to customer, so they are sure to know my mistake. I have to bear charges for posting the original document to HongKong customer again if customer refuses to receive the revised one by email. Actually, I have calculated the amount with calculator before I delivered the document. It seems that I had been casted the spell on, so that I didn't find any wrong at that moment. I am always free, no much work to do, but I still do it wrong, I am probably blamed by supervisor for my careless attitude toward work.

2. Customer has not placed order with us, but I sent notice to let factory prepare material. Actually, I don't think it was entirely my own fault. The order is still not confirmed, why you urge me to check with factory for delivery date?? Now I just wish the customer will give order to us by the middle of July as they promised. Because some raw materials have been ordered by factory.