I finally finished my work at the moment, as my one of colleagues was in her wedding holiday for half of month before, I helped to follow up her work during that time, and my work was disregarded to some extent, honestly, the work about doing various of reports is a kind of boring thing. I don't have mood to do them every time.
I told myself to calm down many times while doing these reports. Today, after lunch, I didn't have a rest, and forced myself to indulge into doing them, I really admired my other colleagues, because they have time to relax themself or have a casual chat with each other after lunch, and even can play game on the Internet, however, I had to work hard.
Sometimes, I would think it is not fair for me. I worked hard but earned little, moreover, I couldn't learn any from my work, the work is tedious and repeating every day.......
I don't need to complain but to improve myself if I want to work in a better place and earn more in future.