I want to enjoy my reading when I have nothing to do at work, but my eyes often fail me to do it. When I am tied up, I say to myself if I have time, I need to cherish them as well as take full advantage of them to read as much as I can. At the same time, I admire colleagues around me, how could they spend their spare time chating heartily with each other or purchasing crazily or watching moves on the Internet?
Sometimes I even don't know whether my eyes are truely uncomfortable or not, or rather, I am confused whether it is an excuse that I have no passion for reading any more. If I always worry about my eyes then I keep in my mind the warning: please do not use eyes for long, in the result they are easily tired for reading the screen in a short time, however, if I am busy with my work and forget eyes totally, it seems that they could keep well for a little long time.
At the moment I couldn't distinguish the reality and illusion, then I take out my mirror to see my eyes whether they are red or not, if they are very red then it is true, I have to have a rest.