Today I am not in good mood, as there is an unhappy thing happened at work. I worked as a shipping clerk for more than five years, however, my knowledge in this field is so poor. I still cannot give good help to my superior.
Everything doesn't run perfect, we should find faults from ourself instead of blaming others. I fail to do it perfectly. The mainly reason is I haven't fully understood the request from superior, Yeah. I continue to improve my English, however, sometimes I am still incapable of understanding others' main meaning. I am shamed for I ever believe my English is not that bad and it is not difficult for me to contact with others in English. I am frustrated as I remember I already beat down for several times for my poor English level.
At the beginning, I admit I have no mood to contact the superior, I hate this superior at the bottom of heart, I always think he is an annoying person, who always creats difficulties.
I am not a capable worker in the eyes of superior?? I don't care and don't want to think about this event more. Because this will influence my mood, and then I will have a bad day.
I will try my best to do, and after a few years of working, I never think I am not that good at my job. So I no need to care about his opinion.
Anyway, I have to summarize my mistakes for this lesson.
First, FOB term quotation should not inlude the insurance fee, but I am careless and do without second thought, forward the quotation from forwarder to superior directly, and remark at last the insurance(if need) at cost. I do wrong in this point.
Secondly, my superior wants to have freight quotation to make exact price on products to the customer, I should give him a common or general quotation for his reference, but I didn't do so. I am so stupid for I give the less quotation to him.