March 24, 2013
It's really been a while since I last wrote a journal here. Somehow I feel it is not easy to insist on writing in both Chinese and English especially in the beginning of work.
I graduated last year. Till now, I am not clear about what's my lifelong carrer. Or perhaps it is still too early to decide. The truth is that it tends to be hard to know what we want, yet we know what we do not want.
Currently, I do not want to think much about what job I should take for my whole life. At least, compared with last spring, I am not worried about it. Perhaps, this is an indication that I've grown up a little bit. Although still I fail to grasp the meaning of work and wholeheartedly enjoy it, I do believe that work can bring us something that does not come into our life in school time and thus shaping us into better and stronger persons. In some way, work itself is not defining, but the way we view it. After some interviews and struggles, instead of changing and choosing, I now prefer to persisting and waiting to see where life will take me.
To work, as if next day I would lose it. To realize this, I need more growth and strength.
And you?