Recent situation
831 views. 2011-8-11 20:11
Why? Why? Why? Why treat me in this way? I am in bad mood now. Really bad. I hate this result. The result is so terrible that i can't even accept it. It is cruel to me. Althought i am strong in the appearance, I am fragile in the heart. What wrong was i doing before? My god. Why choose to treat me like this. I even can't describle how bad my mood is now.
Now say something about my current situation. I haven't written for a long time. I graduated in July. I will never forget that time. A lot of unforget things happened during that time. I miss them so much now. Then i took on a temporary work. A lot of bored things occured during this period. My little brother's thing make me bored that i don't want to prepare for my test any more. At first, i don't have to take IELTS. However something change that i have to do it. These two things make me annoyed. Thus i go on my work in the day and prepare my test in the evening. Meanwhile i have to tutor my younger cousin while prapering. There is not much time for me to prepare. The most important in fact is that i don't want to prepare. First, the postpone of visa as i have to take the test at first make me bored. Secondly, there is always someone ask me about the thing. But I don't know how to reply them. I know they ask me because they care me. But it indeed annoy me. Thirdly, my parents put high expectation on me. I feel i am under high pressure. I know they just want to encourage me. I am afraid that i may let them down. I just hide myself on QQ the whole month as i don't want to say the same words to all my friends and i don't have time to play also. All these let me in a down mood all the month. I took IELTS last month. And the result come out this evening. It is really low that i can't accept it. This is all my recent state. Such a terrible month.
Now say some other things. A few minutes ago, i sent a letter to my teacher to tell him that the score comes out and that my score is so low that even myself can't belive it. Then my teacher gave me a call. He says that don't worry about it. He will help me talk with them. I am really glad about that. He is always kind to me. I sincerely want to say thank you to you.
Wow, i write so long. I think i must stop now. Hope my bad mood disappear soon. Have a good mood from now on. Just Cheer up. Plus i hope all my friends here have a good day. I miss you all.