The end of the national day holiday ,It has been two days !

       Think about it ,I had nothing to do just enjoying the life.

       Evening , my classmate came  back from home brought some delicious food let us to eat .

       After that , we talked about the future of ours.It made me quite depressed. I don't not to care about my future, on the contrary, I have been concerning about it never stop. when one of my roommates told me there are three week lessons  we have in college,after that ,we will go to job-hunting strong  presure hit  me . Suddenly , my heart beat fast and my body is  feelingless . I am so scare about that . I don't want  to change my life I am so insanely love our college, our library ,our dormitory,my classmates ,my roommates everything in my memories  here . I never forget the path which we usually went  to class  pass there ever , this is a special path which use many stones embed the grass to form a path a lot of trees on both sides of the road.It so poetic and romatic, we are love  it so much especially at autumn .

       Of course, this is one reason made me nervous about my near future . On the other hand , the presure from competition and the brutal real life make me feel  terrified . I don't know  what  I can do ,what I should do,what job suit me.where I should go. I have no idea. I am a student of  fine art  department , I major animation design and production. my major is not very well especial my software lessons ,my  paintting is ok .

      I should go to find a job or keep go on my study ? I don't know ,I confused. my family is not rich, in addition, the tuition fee of our major is pretty expensive to my family , So , I hesitated. my parents so hard to send me to college, I should unload them burden now not increase . I think I should  do deep consideration and then to decide what I should do . It's so hard.

      I think a lot of students of college like me very nervous for the future,in particular, facing to job-hunting students. we work together. come on !