At the monment ,I am so sad , cause someone interrupted my plan , what I should do I think I should have deeply think about it .
I have no idea why people love to shirk responsibility , admit you had a mistake is really so hard ? you did you should admit it , do not pass the buck to others ,even you are a teacher. I am so shame to be your student. as a teacher should set a good example to us , is't it ? but you , you are not a really good teacher in strict sense .
When you told me that you really noticed the class monitor to told me to sign up with a emphatic tone , I knew you were lying. When I heard that , my heart was broke . it means I already missed the time of sign up. this year I have no chance ,only to wait until next year June I can do it. I do not want to be that .cause I had make a plan . if I can't do that , I really do not to do , my mind is confused can't to think .
I missed not a English test is a chance to go to a better university . This is why I am so upset . this is pretty important to me , but someone does not know it , who cares that. when I think that I want to cry, but I can't . I know I should be strong more .
Since that , it has been that, I can do only accept and think about the next step of mine.