I  wrote a chinese daily the day before yesterday is about ignoring the study  of chinese of me. Why was I apologize, and during this time what I did. cause I have been studying English lauguage, it taked me much time I watched movies listened songs read aticles or novels. I was very pleased to do that and so enjoyed in that. I did not feel anything wrong before I realized that I ignored my mother tongue. no one told me that was so wrong, I was  immersed in English without everything, I just want to use it in my life, maybe someone thought me so crazy. actually, I didn't care more that, sometimes someone thought that I would. How can I realized that?  I was aware of that I was wrong to study English in this way until I read a diary from the Internet. It said that more and more the youths in China are now paying much more attention to foreign language acquisition than Chinese study, English especially. I was one of that members,  I have to say when you do one thing every day, do not feel tired, that it really is your favorite. I felt that feeling is not so bad, it's so wonderful for me oppositely, just like that you found your sweetheart, sometimes your heart will beat fast when you thought about it so miraculous. I love this feeling. If I compare the English to my best lover, so I have to compare the Chinese to my mother now.  I can not do that with a lover to ignore my mother, never do that. I will carry both of my love who are the sweetheart and mother on my way in the future. cause I'm a good girl. haha!

     So, I will make a plan to study English and Chinese, be a qualified Chinese,  meanwhile be a good student who have a appetite to study more knowledge and a lot of meaningful things.