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I am sorry that long time no be here.
I do not know what I have done, what I was thought about, just like a person who missed her soul. that made me feel guilty cause I wasted my time to do nothing, I don't want to be a loser. I know I will be a loser if I keep doing on that.
I always found some excuses to comfort my heart for my lazy bone and bad every time, how terrible I am.
This is very unfair to my parents, they are so hard raising me up, and me, let them down always. Acatually, I really really dream to be a good girl for who concern me protect me always, but I am so confused so that I can't do anyting well. how can I do it normally, so hard for me to overcome myself. I will try my best to do anyting from tomorrow on. first, I must do that try to fall asleep earlier, get up at 8 o'clock. otherwise I will sleep until 11 a.m. I do not want that.
I am sorry, god , please blessing me and helping me get back to my right track, you can do anything everyone believes you worship you always, I do like that. would you mind helping me ? I do not know whether I am one of your blessing cause I am not a pure Christian. I really do not like this feeling which make me hopeless.
Just go back to my normal life like before, I do not wanna waste my another day to kill time.
Come on . I will cheer up for my family. get wrong is so easy and get back is so hard. I have nothing to say just do.
I am sorry again for my yesterday fault.
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- Reply Sharer
- I think the key point is that you have realized your guilty past. which seems to be a good sign. At the time. what you should do is nothing but putting your words into practice. Gods bless you!
- Reply sayuri
- I have the same feel with you, I always have many excuse for my lazy, and alway regret for it when I failed to do something. I hope I can become a consistent person, not a person who only interest in the beginning.
- Reply yaping
- Recently I also reflects on many! Can we work together? Not only because mom and dad, more for ourselves!
- Reply O'Bright
- Sharer: I think the key point is that you have realized your guilty past. which seems to be a good sign. At the time. what you should do is nothing but puttinThank you so much. I am trying. I hope that would be work.
God bless you too!
- Reply O'Bright
- 刺猬: calm down and adjust yourself laterYes, I should think about it deeply. thanks a million ah.
- Reply O'Bright
- sayuri: I have the same feel with you, I always have many excuse for my lazy, and alway regret for it when I failed to do something. I hope I can become a conYeah, I wish I can be that one too. how persistence given he should be. it's so hard, but we can be that one if we have willpower enough. we can make it. I believe. come on.
- Reply O'Bright
- yaping: Recently I also reflects on many! Can we work together? Not only because mom and dad, more for ourselves!Yeah, of course you can. you are so right, we do not strive for mon and dad completely, for ourselves more. cause this is our life, not my parents's. so we should try our best making them brighter and more wonderful, not for others just for self.
we do not say that for parents to study, this not ture, just for us.
I always believing the presure push me to go forward. maybe it has gone recently. hehe.
Okay, that's it. work together oh, that's a deal.
Bye, darling.
- Reply Johnnyjiang
- just as you siad, do more than to say, you should take action the following second...
I believe you, you can do that.
- Reply O'Bright
- Johnnyjiang: just as you siad, do more than to say, you should take action the following second...Thanks a lot. I will. just do more then will get more, living more fulfilling.
I believe you, you can do that.
thanks for your encouragement again. I believe myself too.
hehe.
- Reply DarlingJackson
- The most difficult thing is to keep,right?I in process of struggle,come on
- Reply O'Bright
- DarlingJackson: The most difficult thing is to keep,right?I in process of struggle,come onYeah, I quite agree with you. it's so hard to keep doing it. hehe.
thank you so much. I will strive for my life. you too. hehe.
- Reply O'Bright
- faylv: hello ,i am a new here ,happy every dayThank you very much. you too oh. welcome warmly.
- Reply shelley5115
- If you have realized that, then you can change yourself! Sometimes, I have the same feeling with you! hehe```
- Reply O'Bright
- shelley5115: If you have realized that, then you can change yourself! Sometimes, I have the same feeling with you! hehe```Yeah, you are right. I will. you too oh! let's work together.
- Reply Sharer
- You're welcome! Coz your words remind me of that we are in the same boat. I hope we can be happy for everyday and live everyday to the full. Let's fight together!
