The day before yesterday, finally, I have visited a good friend.

Really long time no see her. of course, I miss her so much. I have known her almost a decade, we have been friends for years. she is my bosom friend. I intend to see her earlier. however, everytime I make a promise to her that I will be there, at last, I was always delayed by some annoying things. I can see how the feeling of my friend was. I always say that I am very sorry about that next time will be fine, then I will make the same mistake. Even I can not stand myself, it's so annoying, I totally understand it. I also hate others do that like I did. so, I told myself whatever happen I have to visit her this time, so, I gave her a phone call, in order to I can not change my mind at that time in case.

I got there at noon, I didn't see my friend, I just see her roommate and her sister, her sister told me that she has gone to take a examination, she will back soon. then, I had chatted with her roomate for a while, she came back, I called her name with a smile, but she just cast a glance at us coldly. I confused why she looks so cold, isn't she welcome me?  All of a sudden, I felt so wrong that I get there, but I wanted to know why she become so more.

After lunch, she chated with me alone, she told me some things about her recent, at that moment, all my confusion finally clear. she said that she always has a bad mood, about her life, about the relationship with her roommate. her roommate,  a best friend of hers, actually, we all have known each other when we were a junior high shcool students, I and they were not the same class, they were in the same class. as far as I can tell, their relationship was very good, they were always together and they never fight, enviable. they were always keep in touch with each other from junior high school to college though being apart each other. Until four months ago, they both had to seek jobs out from campus, they had made a promise that they would live together when they graduate. now, they do. but it's not so wonderful as what they imagined. it's really complicated. they have lived together for four months, the reality ruined everything between them, they wrangle constantly, and now they don't speak to each other, the friendship of so many years is gone like that, it's so fragile, I can not accept it a little bit.

She said that they are both suffering live together, maybe it's because of their values and personality are so different. apparently, they did not notice it before. I am thinking whether every friends can not live together, or all contradictions would come out. finally, good friends into the strangers, it's so sad, we don't want to face it. it seems that friends should maintain a certain distance is good, too close to not see each other's beauty.

Surely, not every friends can not live together, just some ones.

When we sigh the friendship is so fragile as the glass is, meanwhile, it's also very firm as the steel and iron are, cause the old momeries are eternal.