As the course of Introduction To Art was finished, I felt a burden lifting from my shoulders yesterday morning. it's really a touch one, it including 2000 words paper and in addition 3 Short Answers in 90 minutes. so hard for me, I am always not so good at writing things, so have to read more books to enrich my writing. three days later, there is the final examination of The History of Design, then we will have our winter holiday. 

     Actually, I am not so excited, cause I know clearly that I will get boring soon at home, it just make me felt quite isolated, this feeling kind of fear to me. I don't why, mom, dad both of them care about me much, so sweet and warm. I can stay there several days, over that is really hard to me. maybe I am still there when everyone has left, make me feel sad. that's  certainly a complicated problem.

     The new year is coming, I am not sure whether I am ready to welcome it. after all, this year is meaningful to me, I do not wanna let it go. I know, I can't stop it, just a wish. whatever, I wish that everything gonna be fine in a brand new year 2012.

I am wondering what do you guys think about 2012?  I suppose to say, all who have seen the movie named 2012 would say that it means a catastrophe would happen in the end of 2012, the doomsday is coming.  maybe someone oppose to say that it just a moive, it's fictive not real. actually, I also do not believe that, we should believe what the scientific books and experts tell us, but it's true who can definitely make sure about that? sometimes, I prefer to believe that is true, the real world is extraordinary awful, a complete mess out there, chaos around our life. we just need a real brand new world to replace the shit around the whole wide world.

     Maybe this kind of idea is crazy a little, but I can't help thinking like that.  However, so many natural disaster have showed that the world we live is not safe any more.  nevermind, whatever, hoping everything is fine, just keep believing like that.

Recently, I am so mad about a singer, his name is Shayne Ward. his voice is so great, perfcet, sexy. you can't resist his charm at all, he also has a goodlooking, a handsome guy who comes from Manchester of Britain.  he is British singing talent show "The X Factor" 2005 championship, a music scene in the UK rising star. so amazing. I believe that you will fall in love with him if you hear his songs, even once. really great.

     Well, new year is coming soon, make a wish make a plan for it.

     Dear guys, happy new year, and enjoy it.

     Good night, have a sweet dream.（eve of New Year's Day）