Tomorrow is the graduation thesis defense,actually,I meant to go home,
but for some bored things,I have to stay here and defer my return.
These days,I got a bad habit,becaming twitter and twitter on about trifles.
Bad habit is easy to contract,that's right.
So bad that I decided to change it after I finished my lengthy Chinese complainments.
If I could do it again,could I promise my attitude better?
Maybe, my education in these years provides me a contradiction about something,
I have to learn to change myself to please this world.
When I was young,I wanted to use my ability to change the world,
while I grow up,someone told me that the best way is to get your happiness and success by coping with these unkinded situations.
However,I can't get it yet.
My Bible class told me,we're beyond the world for we belong to the kindom of God.
I found it in this time,I recognized that why through the years
I would guess that I mustn't belong to the world.
At the first time,I didn't like the world at all;
while I started to enjoy it better and better,
it told me that I was wrong.
It was well founded,I am beyond the world.
The truth is in China,Christian are Protestant,they are different.
What I want to be is the former,not the latter.So,I have to learn afresh.
The Holy Bible, I hadn't taken anything in.
Now,I'm following an England friend to learn Bible,
what he taught me is just like the saying shows:
"Profit more from one consultation than from ten years of reading."
Two days ago,he went to ROMA,and I was preparing my thesis.
Before his returning,I must stop my grumble,I couldn't be like this.
Hope everything will be better and better.
God Almighty.