When I was a college student, I'm always thinking that if only I needn't study any more.

     However, after I went into the real society, I finally find that student life especially college life  is so wonderful. Now,  as a worker with low salary, I'm a little regret that I haven't studied hard when I was in school.

     Work for boss will never gain money. With so little salary, I almost wants to cry, however, I can't. What I can do is work harder and try other chances. As an old saying goes," Chance favors only the prepared mind." Thus, I prepared for the next chance.

     As  a matter of fact, I even don't know what I really need. What job I really want to do? I really don't know, but I'm finding. I hope I can find a thing that worth my whole life to work for, not only a job. What I need is an enterprise. Once I wondering maybe I can be a writer, however, when I sit down  and want to write, I find I can't write any word. However, I believe that I have stories, have many stories that I want to share with others. But, I can't find a good enough way to write them down in the paper. This is the thing that has troubled me for more than two years. When I want to give up, there is a invisible sound that tells me I should write. Nevertheless, I really don't how to deal.