Today is the last day of 2011. Chinese New Year is coming. I'm staying at my rented room. Though i can find so many things to do ,i am still doing nothing.I am wondering what my parents are doing now ? Are they watching TV together ? How about my brother and sister -in -law? Maybe they are preparing delicious food or fishing for fun. It's getting colder and colder those days. Almost every day is a rainy day. Most of time i stay at home reading books or watching TV to kill time. Besides this ,eating and sleeping is my another thing. Time goes by quickly , i will continue my working soon. Till now ,i haven't planned something. Hard working and studying seems my only hope. There are some things that i can't plan . They are out of my control . Man propose ,god dispose. Time and tide wait for no man. I hope my little dreams will come ture. Every heart hath its own ache. We are strong enough to face all the difficulties and problems. Never accept failure ,no matter how often it visits you. Keep on going. Never give up . I don't want to let me down again. I know living without an aim is like sailing without a compass. I have a long way to sail. There is a beacon in front of me . I won't be lost . If you can dream it ,you can make it. Go for it !