How time flies! I haven’t written anything for about two weeks. You know busyness is a feeble excuse. If you really want to do something, you can always find you have time to do it. The two guy laziness and busyness beat me and I don’t have mood to write a single word.

It’s really a happy thing that I don’t need to do my part-time job tonight, so I have extra hours to do something else. Originally, I want to write down one of my stories of childhood. It’s a pity I still can’t vividly depict my wonderful childhood in the countryside.

 Someone says past is a nice place to visit, but certainly not a good place to stay; in my opinion, if I could, I would visit my childhood and stay there forever. Reality is reality, things can’t go along as I like. Maybe I am a little disappointed with my current life and I can’t see the colors of future, so I do miss my past to console my soul. Just let me indulge in the carefree time for a while, let me stop to rest for a moment, let me daydream. I don’t want to look long into an abyss, if I do, the abyss looks into me too. I know I need to accumulate strength and courage to overcome all the difficulty. I believe God will endow me them.

Tomorrow is another day. I do hope I can do as many things as I can today. If the pain is unable to avoid, let me enjoy it. Pain past is pleasure, I hope so.