“I can only do my best” is the exact phase to your express your hopelessness and helplessness when you have tried you best already, all you can do is to wait for destinty to take over.

I want to share a movie episode with you first. It was the second world war, an American soldier was fighting with a German soldier, they were wrestling, and then the german managed to get on top of the American soldier, trying to put his knife into the American soldier’s heart. They were pushing the knife forward and backward for a while, and then the German whispered to the American: “it is ok, it is ok.” And then the American just stopped pushing away the knife, so the German pushed his knife straight through the American soldier’s heart. The American died with his eyes wide open.

I never forgot this fighting bewteen the German and the American. I will tell you why if you read on.

once someone i specially loved was leaving me, I fought, I fought hard in my own ways defending my love. It was just that whatever and however hard I tried, there was no way I could ever make things right. Things got worse and worse.

Some other day, I happened to see this movie, I heard this whisper. “it is ok, it is ok.” And I stopped defending my love the same way the American soldier stopped fighting for his life. And I let go off my love.

when you had lots of bumps in your life, you will learn how to be ok with everything. So i say to myself. Whatever happens, happen. Because i can only do my best!