I admit that I am not mature enough,but all my negative complains were hidden in mind.I won't tell.On one hand,it is useless,on the other hand,I should be more mature.
Well,now I would like to say I can handle all over the tiny blue mood things,whatever happened to me,I won't let myself upset and down.Sometimes there are truely disappointments from close relatives,just forget it,it doesn't matter.Come on,don't be so fragile,I am a strong girl.All my friends know me,that is enough.Things are not bad like I said,I just misunderstood them.The best way to avoid letting self down is ignoring the tiny things,that will be ok.And don't be so fussy to family numbers.
Although I said it with a relaxed way,I think I need a period time to heal.I'll be ok.
Yeah,it is true,what doesn't kill you will make you stronger.