Through the last more than twenty years,I went through a lot.I tumbled and stumbled among my teenage,I am not sure I am good enough and can hand all over troubles in life.So there is a large space to improve myself and recover my potential competence,a firm belife is really needed for me.Not because I am confused and lost,I found that I have to find someting new to support my soul.During this age period,I had a dream and a positive attitude towards future,it seems that I have been good.However I am not.
More older,more troubles you have.I thought I was strong enough when a bad thing happens to me,I was wrong.No one can be absolutely strong when a heap of troubles are coming to him.What your faith when you are in despair?How do you persuade yourself to stand up bravely?I clearly realised how holpless I was at that moment,no one could rescue you,cause they didn't know you,you can image how miserable and lonely I was.Getting in a gloomy abyss was so suffering,I never want that happen again,so the onle thing I can do is find a firm belife for my soul.
I belife in God,Jesus.I would like to rebuild my soul and try to find eternal spirit support,I think I won't be afraid of darkness any more even there is no one companys with me.Try to be someone kind,merciful,tolerant,excellent,I am trying to be like that use my whole lifetime.
May God live with me,to be strong and kind.