It is quite good enough to write and think. This could be best way to express and share. Do not need to feel burdened. Do you know why? It is the free way to improve. There is something we can share, there is something we are pursuing, and there is something we can do.
Somebody asked me why I keep writing all the time, my answer is that writing is the best way for me to think. That is the process nobody else is going to disturb me, only I myself who is sitting around and doing words on the screen. Years before, it really cost me a plenty of time to organize some words into an article, now it only costs me little time by doing that. The reason is very easy and simple: " Practice makes perfect." No one else pushes me to do that, I only want to do something to proof that I can catch up my way to be better.
At the first beginning, I did hard on that. Now it seems to work.
By doing competition with those seasoned persons, I learn a lot. Whatever the they speak, and thought they share, the good words they use, the nice experience that they talk with me. I all accept them and then have them converted into my own knowledge. I will go for exercises by rehearsing. Once open the eyes, I know the new day begins. I should never miss any moment to waste my life. It is so precious that I do not dare to let it go so easily. Even on the subway, I am thinking of something. Crazy. But I like it. Challengeable but excited.
I can even murmur English to myself when I am alone. Solitude is the best circumstance for me to calm down and focus all of my concentration on the thing I want to have. The painful thing is that once I have arrived at a new phase where I have never been before, I might feel not so familiar, and it gives me much time to adjust that kind of situation. Growth comes at the price.
Fortunately, I am a strong survivor. I get by myself and keep moving again without hesitation. There could be the best reason for those talented people, that is: " Being with inner peaceful mind." I can not do that, since I am not at that level yet. But I choose to do meditation. In the dead quiet night, I am alone to recall anything comes into my mind. Everything penetrates into the brain is a story. As if there was a cast on brain screen. I look at them and ponder at overview of all of those connected to be together. Amazingly.
Time passes very fast, if I can grab it well, it does not matter, since I can even make full use of it, and appreciate each second into two seconds. It would be more efficient for me to make full use of the experience by the expansion of time.
Henceforth, there is no so called shortcut to success. It is all stored in the ivory tower. We can only imagine but can not touch and feel. The best shortcut is to shortcut the mess and trifles and make clear what exactly I want. Eradicating all of those unnecessary attachments, the leftover right there is the best essence. Most of us just do not notice that, and think it is the LEFTOVER.