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Mid night
There was a time, I never thought that I would stay up late, or at least was going to sleep at a very late time. Now I feel it is abnormal if I go to bed before 10 p.m. When I go back to the countryside, I just find it too calm to arrange time well. A little bit clumsy and a little unknown is what I define the situation. The city life is kind of different in terms of the one in the rural region.
In the evening, after work, I can see many guys are still rushing on the way home. You may have already had dinner at the time between five to six p.m, but here in the city you can just feel lucky having dinner at seven or later at eight.
After that, there is only few time left. No more than three to four hours are available. And the bad is that it is easily going to be lost by wondering among websites or the cell phone. Yes, we do have spent much time on the cell phones and every time we just check what is the news about or if there are some messages from friends.
We often claim we have to improve ourselves and think it right to spend some time to do that. The point is when we can really put words into actions. That comes to be very difficult. The only way is to keep ourselves out of the outer world. Easier said than done. We may be easily distracted by some good TV series, and bothered or interrupted by some sudden affairs. Those uncertainties result in an unstable consequence.
Time is limited. When I realize the precious time will not be back again, I deeply sense the horror that it suddenly punches on my heart. I do not have much time to waste my life. Nostalgia arouses my childhood immediately so long as I open the album.
The impressive memory often plays on the mind, particularly in the mid night. Only in this moment, I can find my inner peace and console my soul. I know beautiful tomorrow will not come to me if I do not move on. I know if I do not grab the rock I may fall down to die. I know all the beauty of belongings won’t belong to me if I do not pay perspiration. No pain, no gain. All the things I am doing now reward me back soon only if I know I should be patient and do not give in.
Many ways to be ahead of our journey. I just choose the one which seems to be full thorns and roughs. If I do not do it, I will absolutely regret.
