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It was kind of hot when I was about to take the Gaokao exam. As a student, like most others, I wanted to perform well enough to respond my efforts in the high school.
The fact was it went to the opposite, I did not finish that well. Just several days before the exam, I got the sunstroke. That was really hot during the period of Gaokao. That was the time I could never forget.
I felt so upset and my dizzy head made me uneasy to focus. I thought I was going to be dead on that eaxm. In a short time there were no effective methods to solve the tough problem.
On that day when I entered the classroom to take part in the national exam, I could not feel well enough. In such kind of an exam, most students would be anxious and felt nervous. That uncomfortable symptom worsened my emotions and added my anxieties. In the final that two-day exam ended, I felt awful since I barely focused on what I was doing on papers and hardly figured out to solve questions.
As I expected, I did not get an ideal result. After thinking over days, I gave up the plan to review and retake that exam again.
Then I went to a college which was far away from hometown. Four years later I returned back to start to work.
That was it.
Now I look back, I do not regret. Instead, I do thank to those who are supportive of my decisions and I learn to be grateful to alive.
What we do right now will impact our future. And what we did before also would make an impact on today's life routine.
That exam is important, but it does not mean it is everything. Every year, there are some students will be with great jubilance after coming out their classrooms, while others will feel it is the part of darkness in their life.
No matter what it is going to be like, we are still on the way.
Come on.
