Dumping the mess and moving forward then as a man I can continue my way to a further destination. I do not see any of troubles unless I want to pave the way to a better tomorrow. If the goal is fixed, I surely sense the resistance against me.
Yesterday was the history yet is the lesson that I can learn from. I never forget the past and I never give up, while I learn to be more flexible. If there are something ahead that I can go through, I can those to find some others to detour as an alternative. So the road is up to my decision and option.
Now that I am the captain, I should sail to the ocean and go through by myself. Even if I was in a small boat, I could row by hands. It is not a big deal.
As I always believe that I can be rewarded as long as I work seriously on the thing I wnat. Nothing comes easily unless I truely trust and do for it.
So what I am waiting for?
In fact, I just do it and strive for the thing I dream of. That is enough.
I do not have to care what others think of me. I only have to think of something that I like.
And in the brief life, I do not have much time to figure out something meaningless.
Timidness does not breed for a warrior. Confidence is the thing deeply rooted in the heart that is belief.
A determined man never scares of difficulties. Since he know it has no room for him to hide.
And I am fully convinced to be the man who never goes back till I finish the goal.
I have neither choices of escaping nor have the energy to consume youth.
Thus all I have to do is to go on.