Cooked in electric rice cooker, my dumplings were ready to eat. Having spent my last piece of ten Yuan, I decided to have a luxurious meal tonight, for since then, I will have a miserable time for a couple of days. Have it ever happened to you that when it is far beyond the supply coming, you realize that there is not even one coin in your pocket. Well. This is a kind of familiar situation to me.  

      The dumplings are quite delicious, anyway.

      After the meal, I spent two hours to digest and I still can’t even feel my stomach——I was far away from full!

      It was full in my stomach but my brain can still be working. I remember I was supposed to give a phone call to my best friend, May. Ever since Jane had gone to Tokyo, I began to contact May more frequently, for there is no one who can stay more timid than they are. Jane was in Tokyo, so I need to precious our friendship and should spend more time together.

Anyway, I knew she’s great. Preparing her Japanese speech contest and keeping busy dealing her relationship with her boyfriend, I knew May would not have so much time to be depressed. I should not worry about her much more.  

       Since when it had become that everyone around me was not single？I am quite curious about it. Did I feel uoset when I found out that I was the only one who always has no accompany while I was down? I don’t know.

      When everyone around me keeps complaining their problems of relationship, I am getting quite inpatient to hear that. I figure out that each person has his/her own stuff to deal with and there is no one who is totally smooth in his/her life. The actual problem is that you will find the problem that bothers you so much in one period turns out just a tiny little “thing”. When you are facing a much more severe problem, you’ll feel that you are so lucky before time.

         Why we can’t realize that before?

Why we are always miss the past day and memorizing it as “the best days” ever?

Why we always keep missing the lost things? Has it been precious just because we couldn’t have it any more?

        I don’t know. I really do not know…