but now i strongly feel i was wrong, suddenly it occured to me what the drama presents is the very life i've been pursuing and experiencing since i was a little girl.

nothing can be compared to love, when that guy comes by, you can't help blushing, you know every single detail of him, but you pretend you don't care, to attract his attention  you try so hard to be different from all the other girls in this world, but  you know you are not that intractable, you only want to become the one he likes.when he is absent, your mind is gong with him, all the things used to be fun now are grey.

he is the boss for whom you are willing to do anything ,abondon everything.

she who used to have such an idol is lucky