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then i suddenly understand why
before i came here i was a big fish in a small pool, i could be exceptionally outstanding without paying too much, so easily i became the cynosure with aureole. being immerged in variety of fulsome compliments, i gradually dropped my guard, nothing frezed me,i just can feel no pressure and confusion.
time is fleeting,and those days never come again. as soon as i set foot on this place, i was aware that one thing will never be lacking to beijing,that is talent, here the talented people are numerous,they totally eclipse me, i am just nothing,all those glory used to converge on me starts to be siphoned off. even i try really hard, still there are people way better than you, and btw you have no way to be unique,mo matter what you specilize, people of the same clique will beat you down.
so what is left for me to do is set myself free, enjoy ordinary life,and still keep fighting
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- Reply rachelzhaorui
- You've experieced proud days and dim days and now you get to know how to live here in Beijing. That means you are mature after experiencing so much.
