dream has been vague to some extend

I know I can adjust myself to the normal way

being thrown into the breeze of love

self-control

The most important thing to me ,to my youth is future,my dream

I don't want to be interpreted by the thing,which is dreamy

in recent days,I has wasted so much time in these vague feeling

you can believe,but just at the appropriate time

when you are sure,you are certain that is the one who you are always seeking

and this time ,nothing can ripple my feeling ,if it is real,why you are doubt?

love is a complex issue,and the time is the most strength to prove it,

wether it is suitable for me

just left it to be decided by time

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am I right?

something should be active to struggle

for my fear of being refuse

for my fear of towarding the darkening sky again

it really contrast to my concept

I  said to myself ,if love come again,I will hold it with all my strength

but,I failed,hate myself

not enough courage to throw all my energy into it

forgive me ,I am an  ant

just an ant

for the coming of a new year,bless to every single person

let the wind take it to every corner of the world