new year kicked off as the firework burning in the sky
new year,new beginning,new breakthrough`
and I found the colour of new year fade while we have been growing up
no exciting,no expectation,but quite as the still water in the lake
life is simple like that,and that is the ture of a cup of tea,the ture of my mind
the lighter it is becoming while the more water we added into it
the feeling is just :youth is gotting far away from us
I am losing myself in the complecative world
my brain is as blank as the white paper
pusue no material stuff,pusue no strom of the boiling spirital world
what do I really want?even the dream became vague~
I think I am afraid,I am afraid of the vacancy feeling
a person who can know me thoroughly is demanding
no one comes,and I am wandering in the endless lonely road as before
I want someone who can hold me tight when I am scared
I want someone who can cross my fingers when I am lost
I want someone who can trap my head lightly when I want to cry
firmly believe there will be~just love yourself and wait patiently