My heart leaps for each time i made progress even it was nothing worth to be mentioned , however in my eyes it was a great step taking forward , and that was , more likely , why I was delight . in no time did I feel restful since the very day I stepped into inventec , which held a reputation for one of the top 500 powerful corporations throughout the world , people ,honestly, elbows their way in joining here , but it does not work out on me . me , is an exception very different from many others in thoughts. contary to what others do , I hate the place with the shining big name where I stay , I think it nothing in particular but a grave to someone who had rensentful feelings , as you have seen , especially to people of my type , stubborn in mind , and I guess , some of you must think in this way .

Working in inventec , I consider everyday as tortured as a bird in the cage , there are no freedom , no joy , no time at leisure , and worst of all , I am tense like a drying man who is so much afraid of death and definitely eager to fulfill his dream so that his life can be complete and one day will die with no regret . at this moment , much to my sadness , did it occur to me that being a person of great value as well as great success is not as easy as I had imagined , instead , he who is of that ideas has to be much more tolerant than an usual man could be .but most of us could not ,at least layfolk excluded like me , I suppose . that is the story of life .

  For the whole fortnight I didn't think I went further but stayed where I was from the word go as a result of my not exerting myself in work , from all sense of word , I am suffering guilty-consciousness ,but all is done is done , it is useless pushing myself to be in the face of the cruel reality , in which I am resolved to let bygones be bygones . judging from what I did , I think , the day out of luck is soon upcoming and maybe for the length of time trouble will find me wherever I go . I am going to suffer the consequence made on my own . that suits me well , I have to admit .i do learn some lessons from my experience , that is , never trust to chances , for final success is not an effort of good luck , nor the help offered by people around you but the determination and driving force pushing you forward day by day .

  In spite of my not being very much fond of life in inventec , chances are , some day i would be of my best appreciation and grateful to days spent here , it might finally turn out the stepping stone for me as my sister said . to love from the bottom of your heart and to cherish as the best you possibly can , every day would be in rosy !

  Give it your best shot , fingers crossed !