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letter to dad

816 views. 2011-10-7 15:01 |Individual Classification:from the bottom of my heart|

Dear Daddy,
How have you been?It's been one hundred days since i last saw you.

Days went by so fast than they had done before you were taken by the blasted devil---Cancer.I , honestly, got rather outraged ever since the moment you left us all , not to mention your failure to keep the promise you once made, as i was a child , you said , "i must be treated with a large wooden bottle of wine the day my little daugher get married." What a shame! cause your little daughter is no longer younger , and the day she is going to get married is just around the corner. But , dad , nothing could make you stand up again and render me ways out whenever i get trampted , if there is anything , i must do at any cost .

You know what ? Dad,I am , so often , very much in remembrance of the days we spent togeter,especially those days when our whole family talked over dinner with kiddings and laughters around,and you critisized me whenever i made mistakes, and when i was very young , I leaned against your crossed-sitting legs, playing and singing . They brought me so much fun.At the thought of that , I feel ambivalent for the moment.They now become the dim and distant past memories evermore, and will never, ever come back again, no matter how much i miss them and how much i want to treasure them .

Dad, i used to consider our extend family as a source of happiness, and always felt proud of what i had possessed of .I liked showing off that source god gifted me which seemed to be never-used-up, but most to my dismay , and beyond my wildist expectations , they were deprived of by heaven , which is really the last thing i want to see on earth when i am alive.

I know, dad, you are gone forever , but the spirits you held we should pass onto from generation to generation , that is , you can never be carefull enough in doing things , and learn knowledge as much as possible , which to a great extent , explains the reason why people respected and adored you that muc .It is not those things that inspired me most , it is your attitude toward death that so much encouraged me.Lying in bed painfully , you figured wat we should do after you died, and willed us the key points you considered important to lead a better life .Dad, i think you are the most brave person ever in the world , even the one who dared first to taste tomatoes could have no equals with you .

To better remember you , i made a decision to follow in your footsteps being a person of great use as well as great value, and along with my dreams to be a writer, your wishes for my being a teacher will be my lifelong-striking goals till the day i make it .

Dad, to me , you are like a great readable book with uncountble pages and full of directions for life , and lke a candle, burning yourself but lighting up the way ahead of us .

Dad, please rest well in heaven , never shall we forget you .

I love you and i will always!

 

A lot of love,

Yours, little daughter.

Post comment Comment (24 replies)

Reply rich 2011-10-7 15:28
moved by your words. i believe your dad must have heard what you said in the letter. and he must be proud of you, his little daughter. praying silently that he has been finally relieved from pain and now rests in peace. life has to go on, my friend. maybe it is the best way to make your dad happy in another world.
Reply lushanshan9010 2011-10-7 15:45
rich: moved by your words. i believe your dad must have heard what you said in the letter. and he must be proud of you, his little daughter. praying silentl
yep, thanks my friend.i know, you exactly know the way how i feel , cause you had the same experience of the loss of your beloved dad. the story of life is that we cannot chane anything arranged well by god but to accept whatever it is. you are right , life must be carried on whatever life holds in store for us. may both of us have what we dreamt of . good luck. and cross fingers to all , kiths and kins whom we love .
Reply yaping 2011-10-7 17:04
U r  a good daughter.
Reply snowflying 2011-10-7 19:04
so sorry to hear that,so touched article, i can feel your deep love to your dear father.that's our most love in the world, no any other can replaced at all. father is a big tree in our heart, father's strength trainning and deep love always so wide and kind. cherish your love to father, go ahead bravely.i know that's a emotion's suffering in our nnerheart, bitter pain,but no lack of warmth forever. god bless him.
Reply 异物 2011-10-7 21:27
I too, lost my dearest mother to lung cancer this January. It's never easy, especially when it's your father, or in my case, mother to bid farewell to. But life still goes on. I know I can never get used to live without her, but I also know that death is a done deal, so carry on and get on with your life.
Reply love_is_circle 2011-10-8 15:17
I'm so sorry to hear that! I understand the feeling between your dad and you. I even can't imagine how to spend the future days without him, which isn't a completed family any longer!
Reply heai88 2011-10-8 16:22
异物: I too, lost my dearest mother to lung cancer this January. It's never easy, especially when it's your father, or in my case, mother to bid farewell to
I always feel difficult to understand your words, seems that you like to show your unique words. why not speak in the simple words?
Reply Bernardli 2011-10-9 13:30
I'm so sorry to hear that! My heartfelt sympathy goes out to you. Your father had a rich, full life and lived every minute of it without regrets. I sincerely hope that your dreams to be a writer will come true in the near future.
Reply 异物 2011-10-9 14:55
heai88: I always feel difficult to understand your words, seems that you like to show your unique words. why not speak in the simple words?
Showing-off is not quite my expertise my dear. Even I know it's so very hard for you to believe, but I have deliberately trimmed down my vocabulary by ticking off all the "unique" words and put them off sight, so that I could be easily understood.

If you find my words unintelligible and deem me as the root cause, then to be honest, this would suggest that you either have a very limited vocabulary, or you just enjoy blaming ice being cold, fire being hot.

Ask yourself:
How can I improve, if I just stay put?
Reply lushanshan9010 2011-10-16 19:39
yaping: U r  a good daughter.
thank you,and i believe ,so are you. break a leg !
Reply Bernardli 2011-10-16 20:14
I'm so sorry to hear that! My heartfelt sympathy goes out to you. Your father had a rich, full life and lived every minute of it without regrets. I sincerely hope that your dreams to be a writer will come true in the near future.
Reply yaping 2011-10-16 21:18
lushanshan9010: thank you,and i believe ,so are you. break a leg !
Reply lushanshan9010 2011-10-29 11:11
Bernardli: I'm so sorry to hear that! My heartfelt sympathy goes out to you. Your father had a rich, full life and lived every minute of it without regrets. I si
i am working on it ,i think ,which will be a life-long effort . thank you so much for having been by my side for years . good luck to you ,my dear.
Reply lushanshan9010 2011-10-29 11:12
异物: I too, lost my dearest mother to lung cancer this January. It's never easy, especially when it's your father, or in my case, mother to bid farewell to
sorry for ur loss ,we r in the same boat.yep u r right ,whatever came to us, life must go on.we know the world wont end !all we have to do is to live our life better and live up to the expectations of our dear one‘s. cheer up and fight for a bright future !
Reply 异物 2011-10-29 12:43
lushanshan9010: sorry for ur loss ,we r in the same boat.yep u r right ,whatever came to us, life must go on.we know the world wont end !all we have to do is to live
Thank you. I'm doing my best.
Reply lushanshan9010 2011-10-31 15:31
异物: Thank you. I'm doing my best.
hi, r u a primary school english teacher ? could u do me a favor ? i am in need of some advice in teaching primary school students , cause i get an interview of entering the public school and its upcoming . as it is , i took the teachers-recruiting-exams in my local place , and i passed the pen and paper exam but i think i have problems in the face-to-face interview and a trial teaching class . that is why . racking my mind , i couldnt think of anything valuable . thank you in advance !  although nowadays most people have been to the public school by pulling strings , i dont want to get things done in that way . all i want is to do everything by a normal way and be an honest person . hehe that is it .
Reply IMNONARCISSUS 2011-11-21 18:20
I was really moved by your essay. Your beloved daddy has gone forever .That's a pity indeed. For your daddy's sake ,take good care of yourself and your family. Wish you have a bright future!
Reply lover5200 2011-11-21 21:04
I was strongly touched after red your words, you have a great father ,he bring you great good quality of human kind and which will give you a good direction how to act a useful and better person of the society ,he will be pround of you for your bright  prospect and I sincerely wish you a better future ,friend ,just fighting
Reply lushanshan9010 2011-11-22 15:07
IMNONARCISSUS: I was really moved by your essay. Your beloved daddy has gone forever .That's a pity indeed. For your daddy's sake ,take good care of yourself and you
thank you . you are so helpful . for some time , i have really been in desperate , cuz it seemed that i got nothing , i lost my job , groaned for my beloved dad , and had to take care of my mom , all those things mingled together made my way much more difficult to go . now i am on the right track of road . anyways, thank you once again . break a leg .
Reply lushanshan9010 2011-11-22 15:12
lover5200: I was strongly touched after red your words, you have a great father ,he bring you great good quality of human kind and which will give you a good dir
thank you for your kind comment , and i have been much relieved from the loss of my father . cuz all of us have to go through the difficulties in our life . right ? !
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