The whole semester my life is in a mess. Everything does not go on as what i expect. First, I'm traped by part-time jobs which take too much of my lesure time, while I can spend the time on reading more books and reviewing my study. Second, I don't arrange my time properly. Most time is wasted. Third, the effectiveness of study is too low. Now I'm very distressed. Struggling in the ocean of study, I feel that I'm burdened by the pressure of study, out of breath. Regretful and dispressed, I'm wondering whether or not I can perform well in my major. I'm wondering whether or not my future is gloomy. I'm like a boat without the steer, floating on the ocean. I can't see the destination, nor can I see the hope. I'm like a drowning swimmer,struggling in the water, and have lost the hope of being saved. Strangled by the water, i really can't breathe.