No matter how hard I work,I just can not live a satisfied and enthusiastic life.It seems like that life is the tragedy of Sisyphus,we can't get away from disappointments.Although I still believe in something like brilliance,diligence and perseverance,there are something we can never change in life.We can not change our family.We can not change our apperance.It's undeniable that this world is unfair.We can not choose to exit and start over just like we do in the game.
I hate the feeling of being depressed by something I can't control.Sometimes I just wanna cried out:What the fucking life I'm in!I know the problem is on myself.From now on,I'm on my own.