I really have a meaningless and helpless time these days.I was beated this time.I guess my energy was wrung out,the juice of my body was squeezed out.Every day most of time I was always rotting in my home and cowering in my bed.I had nothing to do except for worrying about health.And the most terrible thing is that now all my ambtions seemed to be gone.I was lost.Bad atmosphere.my sky is just like the outdoor,grey and cloudy. I guess these days my mood must suck more than anytime in all of my life.I must take a change.
With the relaxation now I should begin to revive.I can feel the shadow of disease is backing off little by little.I long for the final recovery.My spirit is gathering and mustering again.And I promise I will learn to take good care of myself in the time of later on,I promise.