They told me "A man should be faithful."It seems in life I never did that.
"Do not be such a baby girl.You are old enough to bear all the burdens. You should face all the troubles coming accross in your way."
Now I've realised it is the truth.So I try to be less childlish.I try to behave like any other adults,hiding my thoughts and camouflaging all my emotion.It's just a waste of time and expressions to explain to you. Dear, you should know,it's not my fualt.I've gotten so bored and tired. How could it be so boring?For once I thought which is so enjoyable to learn Chinese.
I'm a so bad actress .You asked for respect but I'm too mean to be kind or friendly.In that case,I think I'm faithful.
I behave myself in such a crazy way that they think I'm more than a fruitcake.How dare?
I tell you now,I never mind whether you'll be angry or not.Just leave it as it is. It's none of your business. I never mind ,or even think your anger makes me excited.Wanna try?
We are a kind of amazing creature.We are human being.We may solve problems using proper ways,having a talk a fight or so.But you should know ,struggle, sometime, can only make things worse.
So ,please,don't show your mercy on me.I never envy your life.Everyone has its own style.So do I.
Meeting you is my worst fate.
But I can not help,I can do nothing but keep in silence.
For I've known a fact.
That is Error is Life .Though it is colorful,DON'T forget it's also miserable and full of darkness dust and ashes.Almost every kind of hardest part in life.
Error is life.Life is error.Error is me.I'm a fualt.
You should have known that I'm a witch,a enchantress.
Your unhappiness makes me on the top of the world.