Today I sent many resumes to companies.While I was searching job information,my mum is sitting behind me.I knew she was a little worried.Before the spring festival,I  was not worried about looking for a job.But now,I began to worry about my future.What could I do?What shall I do?It's just like I cann't do anything ,cause I have no any  speciality.So confused,I was totally at sea.

I think I will make my mum let down.I know she spent much money on my study,even she sent  me to take a internship  abroad.

However,I always have no confidence  and  fear to face the crowd.

Please,God give the strength and confidence.believe in myself .yes ,I can.Whatever I will encounter,just face it and do my best to conquer.I'm not kid any more and don't need  hide in my mum's arms.Just stand out and to be strong enough to support my mum.