I don't know how to express my feelings.It's so complicated and confusing.I even don't understand myself clearly.I worry about my job,my sent resumes.On on hand,I wish that I would receive the reply as soon as possible.On another hand,I'm scared to have an interview.I made myself in such dilemma.

OMG,I really don't know what to say,what to do.A few hours ago,I just finished a movie called baby and me.I had watched it one or two years ago,I can't remember clearly.It tells a high school student suddenly find out he has a kid,and how he feeds the child  in a couple of weeks.Watching over this movie,I merely want to see thank you,mum and dad.Bringing up a kid is so difficult process that needs 200 percent patience,caring and persistence.Kids are the most important things in the world for parents.Likewise,we always have special places for parents in our hearts.I love you,my lovely mum and dad.

feel relaxed now,all the things will go smoothly I believe.....................

suk,waiting for me.i won't miss the chance to meet you.see you in shanghai.I just can't wait.June,please come soon.