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A Big Promise
After this, I found it suddenly may be the biggest mistake I have made these days. Though it was good to show your boss your determination to do a better job, for no boss wanted to know his employees unuseful and even regretful for the decision to hire him or her. However, before you got confident in your ability to a better job, you'd better keep it in your mind, cause only the high pressure it will bring to you, if you did it at the moment. One thing worse, once you got it a mess instead of a better one, you not only disappointed your boss, but also push yourself into a dangerous circumstance.
Anyway, I did it. Whether it was out of impulse or an intended plan, I just did it. Now I knew it clearly that I was pushing myself into a dead road. To be a better one, or wholy destroyed the expection of others, depends on the performance of mine in the future.
To tell the truth, I have no idea whether I would be good enough living up to the big promise, that, I will help my boss to handle the issues of the large district well. After I sent the wish in my heart to my boss, he replied, "OK, thank you." Before describing the feeling I got, I had to admit that I was responsible for so many stupid mistakes in the past week. Everybody in the department knew it, though held their different attitudes towards me. I was so sorry for the result, some of them could not be mended. Even though I was still confident in myself despite the mistakes, I was not going to ask others in myself, especially the boss.
He told me that he was, which moved me to tears. I was not a good choice to the position, yet he offered me the precious oppotunity. And now, I felt the trust of him once more, not only the pressure, but the motivation I had got from his words.
To do a better job, just do it, I promised myself.
