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Silent tears
Wearing a thick jacket and typing is really a big challenge in a chilly day. wind blowing like a monster.rain droping like a lost girl. keep crying around the street corner. I got no real feelings about my damn love.my parents still worring about my future, especially I have no real girl friend until now.but they still wanna me get engaged with my sister-in-law's girl.again and again. they try to Let my willpower compromise with their greenhouse effect,but I have decided I will never and ever accept this decayed thought. only if they shoot me or kill me.
Who can step into my heart? only music, only this damn computer.until now,nobody can eventually understand me.my classmates almost get alway from my innocent sight. looking at their signature on QQ.I got thoroughly despaired about their disdain(不屑一顾） words ，she is not my good friend any more, she is not a cute girl any more,she is not a girl as the first time I saw her. everything has been changed. we are familiar stranger from there. delete those rotten complete nonsenses memories,delete all the bad things you gave me.you damn fucking girl. farewell. stranger.
You can say I am a bad boy,but I am not a heartless man. I have no time to explain everything for the damn reson.I have a new start right now.I have a new life right now.I got liberated from my damn past.I wanna a new life from head to nail.I am not an actor that has been designed by you since I was a little baby. I'm not an idiot in you damn soap operas.I wanna fly in my real blue sky.not a birdcage hold in you hand.
I have no intimacy about my realtives, especially my young aunt,she always treat me like a child who have nothing to expect. but you know that you have hurt my inner and perfect heart ? did you really know that I hate the way you treat me and talk with me ? you know nothing about me.you just wanna me get alway from your turf, yeah.I have no money,I have no home.I am a damn Poor scholar,but I have willpower which you will never cherish it like your avaricious heart.I have no happiness in your home,from start to the end.I have to pretend I love your family. love your perfect cooking.love everthing as you wish. but that just a damn look for trouble and put my fingers in the fire.oh,my god.this is my Unreasonable self punitive expedition.I know I am nothing in your heart.but I try to forget about your damn help.good bye! my original pure relationships.good bye .heartless care and smile in your field.
A snowy night with no calefaction .a frigid night with no friends. a lonely night with no pleasure.a tearless man with wounded gaunted and droplet's words.
Crying , just crying .................
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- Reply rachelzhaorui
- Perhaps you should not revile her like this. There is no right or wrong in love. If you hate her, you'll never forget her and the hurt she brought to you. So just cheer up and begin a new life!
- Reply Marching
- rachelzhaorui: Perhaps you should not revile her like this. There is no right or wrong in love. If you hate her, you'll never forget her and the hurt she brought tothanks a million for your comfort. sometimes I got extemely agony
when I lost my temper. I just typing and typing until the pace of my heat-beatings slow down. I promise a new start will coming soon.cause a new semester's blueprint. come on!
