It's been a long time to come back again here in English blog. cause I don't have high technologies.especially computer.so I just write sth on my notebook.most of them are about English Reports that I download from the good website. so it does not change my original plan to reach my destination.I just need some new fresh air to change my damn negative thoughts. sit in the classroom is really a waste of life.
I can't learn anything new except the damn textbook.but outside the wall.I can have plenty of choices, singing my favorite songs,watching my download vedios.reading loudly on the grassland. take some dictations from Mp3 player.but in the classroom.it's really make me dizzy and tired.but sometimes.I think I'm so arrogant,especially I like chasing teacher's question and made someone got so angry.for the sake of safety I choose to sit in the back of the classroom all the year round. I know people's fussy response about me.so......
I don't want someone who fight against with me.so just let myself alone is the best way to get rid of pain.anyway,I have found my blueprint in this noisy society. but I got some pains in my liver.so I need rest for a long time after study.and I have to take some pills to keep healthy.
Tears makes faith take deeper roots. just keep going.keep fighting.keep moving until I can finally stand on the top of the mountain and roaring to the whole world- I'm a winner.a real free winner !