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I don't know what I have done to some of my friends,those best friends who I spent most of my precious time being with when I was still in university in China,ignoring my any vioces on qq or emails nowadays. I feel so sad and upset. I can't find any proper reason why I've been ignored.
After we finished our four years' Bachelor's degree in an university in China,we went our own seperate ways. Some of my friends went to primary schools to be English teachers,and some of them got jobs in the banks and some others had found other types of ideal jobs in different areas. Three of my good friends, Jinjin,HuangJuehui and Xiyao, who we spent most time being with each other whist in univerty, all went back to their own cities to be primary English teachers and find other subject relevant jobs. Only me, who went aboard to further my study and had successfully got my Master's degree in an university in England. Afterwards, I got my two years work permit in England and now, I've already been in England for almost two years, plus studying and working.Even so, I still keep contact with my friends ,but gradually I found that, all of them have changed greatly and even become the people that I've never met before. Yesterday, I sent qq messages to them to concern about their recent conditions, but the three girls, one just replied that she was busy , and one eventually replied but just after I pushed her twice,and the last one ,who I felt the most comfortable with in university, who didn't even say any single word in respond to my message. I sent her another message by saying "Is that you've forgotten all we've once had in university?So many years' friendship..."She still hasn't responded to me. I feel so upset about that why my previous so called good friends all have ignored me and didn't even give me a dame shit. When all those best memories came up to my mind, I almost felt crying.During the four years university life, we went to do shopping, participating in different school activities , sharing life opinions and world perspectives, studying, doing part time jobs and did lots of other things together ...It seems that now, all the candles have gone off and people have already left. I feel so sad and helpless.I so wish that we could still hold hands and walk together and share our life views together like before,but it seems that it's just like a dream that I can never touch now.
I don't understand why. I don't understand why!! Why? Why? Why?
Don't leave me!!My friends...
After we finished our four years' Bachelor's degree in an university in China,we went our own seperate ways. Some of my friends went to primary schools to be English teachers,and some of them got jobs in the banks and some others had found other types of ideal jobs in different areas. Three of my good friends, Jinjin,HuangJuehui and Xiyao, who we spent most time being with each other whist in univerty, all went back to their own cities to be primary English teachers and find other subject relevant jobs. Only me, who went aboard to further my study and had successfully got my Master's degree in an university in England. Afterwards, I got my two years work permit in England and now, I've already been in England for almost two years, plus studying and working.Even so, I still keep contact with my friends ,but gradually I found that, all of them have changed greatly and even become the people that I've never met before. Yesterday, I sent qq messages to them to concern about their recent conditions, but the three girls, one just replied that she was busy , and one eventually replied but just after I pushed her twice,and the last one ,who I felt the most comfortable with in university, who didn't even say any single word in respond to my message. I sent her another message by saying "Is that you've forgotten all we've once had in university?So many years' friendship..."She still hasn't responded to me. I feel so upset about that why my previous so called good friends all have ignored me and didn't even give me a dame shit. When all those best memories came up to my mind, I almost felt crying.During the four years university life, we went to do shopping, participating in different school activities , sharing life opinions and world perspectives, studying, doing part time jobs and did lots of other things together ...It seems that now, all the candles have gone off and people have already left. I feel so sad and helpless.I so wish that we could still hold hands and walk together and share our life views together like before,but it seems that it's just like a dream that I can never touch now.
I don't understand why. I don't understand why!! Why? Why? Why?
Don't leave me!!My friends...
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Post comment Comment (11 replies)
- Reply Arvinone
- Maybe they are really busy, in the domestic work pressure is quite big, during the work they need to still busy; in addition, you may not meet for a long time, feeling in the life intersection is less and less, also have not any common topics, so they do not know what talk about ,but I believe that the friendship is permanent, if one day you come back home to see them, they will still be a warm reception you ... ... My English is poor, a little difficult to write so much , I hope to give you comfort.
- Reply shirleyytt2010
- Do not feel so sad, maybe they are too busy to reply the message, you can call them to hear their voices. Your English is excellent.
- Reply lgityt
- Are you working?It is evident that you did not step into society if you still feel upset .
- Reply AnnaLu
- A friend in need is a friend indeed . Because of our society , I sometimes feel it sorry to face this situation . I have the same situation like you . But if we can't try our best to change it , than we are be followed to lose the friendship . It's objective .
- Reply Wendy520
- Arvinone: Maybe they are really busy, in the domestic work pressure is quite big, during the work they need to still busy; in addition, you may not meet for a lThanks for your comforting my friend. I think you're right. Maybe they are just busy in their jobs and might be under great pressure. Also,we haven't seen each other for two years now and our surroundings have all changed greatly. I can't expect us to be as good as before,but I do hope that we can still have some conversation after I go back to China as I wouldn't stay in England permanently.China is always my motherland.
- Reply Wendy520
- shirleyytt2010: Do not feel so sad, maybe they are too busy to reply the message, you can call them to hear their voices. Your English is excellent.Thanks for your comforting my friend. I will try my best to attach to them. Thanks again.
- Reply Wendy520
- AnnaLu: A friend in need is a friend indeed . Because of our society , I sometimes feel it sorry to face this situation . I have the same situation like you .I agree with what you said. You have to accept the things that you can't change. This is life.
- Reply Wendy520
- lgityt: Are you working?It is evident that you did not step into society if you still feel upset .Yes, I've been working almost a year in England now,but the thing is people in England are not as complex as the people in China. The culture and rules here are different as well.
- Reply Arvinone
- Wendy520: Thanks for your comforting my friend. I think you're right. Maybe they are just busy in their jobs and might be under great pressure. Also,we haven'tWelcome you to come back Motherland in the further! The domestic surroundings have also been becoming dynamic, especially in shanghai and shenzhen. There are lots of suitable opportunity for you. Expect for your return!
- Reply liuli
- stop worry so much,the time when we devote ourselves to the society,we are doomed to busy than before,so maybe there are really busy with their own business,but I think it didn't means they have ignore you.
