The day before yesterday I reached Ningbo at 11:00 in the evening. My BF came to the station to meet me, we are so glad to see each other again after six months. Then we went to the house he lives in, the house is very small but expensive, costing him 1500 yuan per month.The situation here is different from what I imaged. To be honest, I am a little disappointed with it.However, I can't say it to him because I don't want to make him lose heart.According to our plan, I should try to find a job here, but I don't want to because I do't think I like living here.Living in this prosperous city without our own house,I don't think we will be happy here.

Although our hometown is not very rich, but we can buy what we want. I can earn about 3,000 yuan as an English teacher in a high school, which can make me proud in my hometown. I can buy my favourite clothes and food.On the contrary, here in ningbo, I need to find a new job. And the salary may be lower that 3000 yuan. The rent is 1500 yuan per month, which is so high.

Now I am in a delimma. My family want me to go back our hometown to contine my career as a teacher, which is also my wish now. But my BF has been looking forword to my coming for one year, and now I came. If I leave after one month, it is certain that he will be disappionted again. At present he wishes me to find a job here, what should I do?