after two weeks' continuous chatting via internet, I find that maybe I really become loving him more and more. I do not know why. I have not begun any relationship with anybody within this three years, it looks like that i already can not get used to be loved by somebody else.

 

 these days, i missed him everyday, and remembered somethings when we were children because we have not seen each other since we graduated from the senior high school. we have not met for nearly ten years and even do not know each others appearance. we only exchange the photos. but what troubles me is that how can i fall in love with somebody via internet with a little rememberance in the childhood and see his photos now? can I call it love? how could i do?

 

he works in foreign countries for nearly a year and do not know when he can come back to china. how can we begin this relationship? only chatting via net and miss each other? I really dare not to suffering from  another distant love. but now, i already suffering from this emotion. OMG,who can help me?