Once my friend asked me if my grandmoher were gone,would I be sad.I answered immediately:"Of course I would.No matter how you hate someone or dislike someone,you don't want to see him or her sick or die,let alone it's my family member.I do hope my grandmother is happy and healthy.I cannot imagine that day when she's gone.Once thought of it,I would cry.I'm afraid of losing family member,and I haven't this kind of experience.All of my family members are in the pink,including my four grandparents."

   Today one of my roommates lost her grandmother.She's cried pathetically.Heard her crying,there were tears ran down my face.I'm afraid of losing family members,how if it happend on me? I cannot think more...

   I don't like my grandmother since I was a child.She's too feudalistic,looking down upon girls,treating us girls seperately,scolding us whenever she wants...desipte all of this I do hope she is all right.I love my family,everyone.I don't want anyone sick or die,anyone.I fear old age and death.