Last night, my old classmates of the junior middle school and I had a get-together . I met him again. Why do I always want to see him ? Why do I become disappointed without seeing him when I attend such kind of activity ? Why do I always admire his wife ?  Oh , my God! I am not a teenage girl . How silly I am ! I still have a crush on my old monitor. I know my husband is the best man for me . I feel safe and happy to be with my husband . But I don’t know why I like somebody else so much. I don’t want to see “him”. I love a kind of peaceful life .  I am grateful for my nowadays life . But he is just like a stone which always can cause ripples. Once a time, I even cancelled his telephone number in order to forget him. I know time can dilute everything .  But every time I met him , I was still moved for him .

We have never told each other what we think of each other . And I won’t tell him I care about him . We are humans , not animals . I know what I should do .  Liking somebody secretly is not a big deal ,right ?  But the key, I think , is never to make the normal and pure relationship ugly . I am proud that I have never said what I shouldn’t say to him.

A busy bee has no time for sorrow or others . Maybe I am too free . En , Do something to fulfill my life.

Hope my husband never reads my blog.