Recently I have devoted myself to two battle fields. One is at work , the other is at home . At the beginning of each term , I always planned to spare some time to do something for myself ,such as , studying English ,reading some books or doing some other things. But these days I have been so busy that I have no time to make a cup of tea for myself. I enjoy smelling the tea perfume without nothing to do .I got up at twenty past five every morning to prepare a diversified breakfast for my son . As for myself ,I prefer porridge .Yet , my son never likes having it . After work , I have to hurry to get home to prepare another meal and do some washing .I can’t go to bed until 11 p.m. My husband only comes back at weekends . I have been used to such an arrangement. I know he is much busier than me at work . But ---

I find there is always endless work to do .I refuse to work any more after work.

Don’t be too hard on yourself . Except yourself , who will really care about you ?

Keeping a diary can help me calm down . In the morning I began to work as usual and I didn’t think I still could go on with my study . I was confused .

OK, put work aside first and do something as I wish .I can’t live my whole life for others completely .