I am confused . I have lost myself , I think. I wonder how life should be like ? How should I live my life ?

 In the office , some colleagues and I talked about our lives . Every one of us has our own dreams . someone wants to travel far alone. Someone wants to learn something very well , just like me . I want to go abroad and study English better .But nobody is sure about how to realize our dreams . We have to work and care for our families . We don’t have enough time or money .Nobody can be so free and easy .

  These days , I get up at 5.30 a.m. and prepare breakfast for my son . Because it is too cold ,he doesn’t want to ride a bike . I send and pick him up every day . I work ,cook and wash . I wait for him and won’t come home until 9.30 p.m. I won’t go to bed until after half past 10 p.m.

Once I am seated in the office , I will spend all my time working and learning . But today I feel my life is too simple and should be more colourful .

   Maybe I can take a walk in the playground while waiting for my son . Maybe I can walk along the street to see how others live . How I want to experience different lives . I want to learn music and play the piano . I want to dance freely to make my body strong .

  As a coward woman , I never dare to act alone . During the vacation , I will do every thing I like with the company of my husband . But without him , I can’t do anything . I am either at home or at home . oh , sometimes I go to the market . Nowhere else . So simple!

  I think watching drama series or films is a waste of time . Except taking care of my son , I spend my rest time working and studying. I want to make more progress within the limited time .

  But I hope when I am tired , I can know how to enjoy myself .

  After talking with my colleagues , I feel at ease now.