I spent almost two days finishing watching the TV series ‘Hawthorn Love ’ at the weekend . I have fallen into a very deep hole which I feel it very difficult for me to climb out of again. I feel very sad for the ending of the strory . Lao san loves Jing Qiu so much , but why they can’t live together a little longer ? I couldn’t stop weeping some times . I had thought I wouldn’t feel too sad for any thing . But this time I really feel very sorry for them .

Long ago , I read the book of the story . After reading , I hoped someone also read it again . I hoped he or she could make me feel less sad . I couldn’t ease the pain until a long time later . I could remember most of Lao San’s words to Jing Qiu . Only once did I dare to read the book . In order not to feel sad any longer , I didn’t dare to read it again , although I have kept the e-book of the novel in my cell phone all the time.

The film by Zhang Yimou didn’t touch me so much .

I thought I wouldn’t  be  touched by the TV series ,either . In fact , I am wrong .

I keep thinking of the fate of the main characters . What a kind of society and what a kind of life that was in the 1970s in China !

Sitting in the office ,  in order to make myself concentrate my mind on my work , I have to write the words above . I hope the diary can help me feel calm as usual .

I am as silly as before .