I tried my best to write someting use new words.  i have some defects in english. i afiaid to spoke english in the face of people because i think my oral is poor . but it will be not appear when the people are my close friends. so ,the point is i care about what somebody think about me. but actually, who care you,who care me? nobody i think.  to tell the truth, i like english, and i like to dig into it. and language is just a tool to help us to communicate with each other. if you can make yourself understood who will take the syntax error and prounce error in heart? and i also found that many foreigners can write more beautiful chinese characters than china, the same as American have spelling mistakes more often than us.

  so , just forget something.just use it to talk , tell somebody what's your opinion . that's enough.