doodle writing
681 views. 2011-4-18 22:04
Still,I have no idea what I want to write.I tried to change today on QQ.And the effect is obvious.She thought there was something happening to me.Well,I just wanted to treat her in a different way,kind of a bad way maybe,which is,to not follow her,to argue with her,to disagree on everthing she said and to mock,to be more humourous,instead of showing my seemingly not caring about everything.Actually I care but I just don't want somebody to know that.Pretending to be neutral,to be indifferent to everything around,might be a way of being cool I used to think so.But time after time I formed the habbit of being indifferent,now I can't even tell whether I am trully indifferent to those things.That's really an attitude problem,which is bad both physically and psychologically I believe.That's why I need to change.Change is good.